addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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blood

it's been some time since i've seen fresh blood... oozing from a wound. sadistic as it may sound, it was sort of satisfying to see that blood trickling down from my finger. it's gratifying to see that i am human, after all. not some abnormal alien, not some failure from outer space, just human. everyone bleeds. and despite my eccentricity (is there such a word?), i too am human (just like you, unless ofcourse you are indeed an alien, and in that case- no offence!). that's so cool.

well philosophical stuff aside, it was so darn painful!!! seriously. actually i didn't notice i was bleeding till i saw the blood spilling (yes SPILLING) all over. ahahha. ugh. then i started screaming and zheng jiaolian yelled at me to "shut up la!". hurhur.

want to know how it happened? read on... well okay, so we're practicing transition with zheng jiaolian. it's damn cool worxxx! seriously, damn cool. i'm so glad he was there today or else i'd still be "jumping" off my bike. (keep quiet all those who know about this...) yeah and he was screaming at us encouraging us to perfect the skill of dismounting. so we had to disengage our shoes by hand from the pedals to put them on again. and while doing so, i happily snapped off my shoe, hitting the plastic water bottle carrier which was broken, allowing the SHARP SHARP BROKEN PLASTIC to SLICE my finger! ahha okay not so gruesome la, i'm just exaggerating :D

cool right? accident prone me. seriously. put pat and a bike together, what do you get? accident (bish-kabang).. oh hoh hoh.

from today on, anyone who says "you're a rafflesian leh!" to me, will conjour up imagery of a giant bear knocking my skull. hah hah hah. nevermind.

race tmr! so scary!!! jiaolian once again insists that it's "xun lian" (training)... although he also stresses very much that it will be used to assess our improvement in the past 2 mths. how not to be pressurized?! you tell me...

random note: some loser winner made me do his homework for him. and expected me to print it out for him. -growls. all this stereotyping we rafflesians face is so .... terrible.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you